为什么?

很久没写blog了！因为不知道有什么特别的东西写，而且也懒得写。

但是现在闲着无聊就随便看看最近朋友们有没有什么特别的update。

我发现，

为什么大部分，可以说有99%的人写的post都是emo emo的.....

为什么我们总喜欢去记着一些不开心的事情？

为什么开心的事情我们偏偏不去记呢？

很奇怪eh.........

coke coke coke

AH!!!

so addicted to coke recently!!! feeling so desperate for coke right now!!! i wanna hold you, feel you, touch you and swallow you now Now NOW!!!

byebye~ i'm going to vending machine outside building 303 now! lalalalala :b


--just a something random :b

BlackieFanFan

been looking at news about both of them so much recently! loving them more and more each day! found this photo on facebook :)



女人一辈子最幸福的事，莫过于，不管有多少美女，他的眼神，永远在你身上。(notice blackie)

最重要的决定 ♥

我们的一生都在做不同的决定，大的，小的，重要的，不重要的。当你面临人生中最重要的决定的时候，你的决定是什么呢？有些人往往因为犹豫不决而错过了许许多多美丽的人事物。他们的决定，影响了身边许多的人，给了许多人对爱情的希望和信心，见证了上帝在他们身上的恩典！当我看到这篇的时候，心里真的有许多的感动！真的为他们感到开心！祝他们幸福~♥



fanfan's blog link:
http://fanfanlove.pixnet.net/blog/post/53425246

破例please....

世界上真的没有不劳而获的事情吗？
可不可以破例发生在我身上？
想要好成绩可是那欠扁的眼睛，双手和快生锈的脑袋总是不争气！
该看的不看，该做的不做，该想的不想！
看看我的lecture notes, 做做该做的assignments,想想该想的考试！
好成绩就会自动送上门了吗？
哈哈哈哈哈哈
现在又在做不该做的事了 @@

a letter to myself

黄诗傧你要加油你要坚强一点
相信自己相信他相信上帝
凡事交托凡事仰望凡事祷告
God bless me :)

什么都不知道

一直告诉自己要坚持，
但是有时候不知道在坚持什么，
不知道坚持到最后是不是美好结局。
告诉自己什么都不要知道，
什么都不要去理，
到最后只是自己骗自己。
是谁把我的幸福快乐偷走了?
可不可以把它们还给我。

林凡 - 五天幾年

也許在你心裏 夢是自己的

可是在我心裏 夢是我們的
你說你要自由 我給你自由
你說你要安靜 我安靜的像宇宙

如果說這是愛 醒來好像夢一場
如果說這是愛 我情願去流浪
如果說這是愛 請你鬆開我肩膀
如果說這是愛 靜靜的 等天亮

看你露出微笑 像個小孩子
看你不再彷徨 也不再祈禱
曾經覺得你是 曾經那個你
曾經覺得自己比誰都瞭解愛

眼看著雨 眼看著雨點
眼看著雨點落在了心裏

这样爱你好可怕

check out my latest updated blog song!! latest favourite song and it's from a very nice drama too!

犀利人妻！女主角（隋棠）说她在演这部戏的时候，害怕自己会得忧郁症。我自己觉得就连在看这部戏的时候都会得忧郁症！因为里面的狐狸精实在是太可怕了！假单纯，薄同情。而且男主角也太没大脑了吧？家里老婆那么漂亮！却还是会在外面偷吃！哎～难道男人都是同一种动物吗？？

这首歌叫"这样爱你好可怕"，而我这样看这部戏也真的觉得好可怕啦！会对婚姻有一种恐惧感了！他每天都叫我不要再看下去了！可是它却是好看到我不得不看！睡前多累多困都还是坚持要看一集，不然都舍不得睡觉，然后就越看越有精神了。哈哈哈...........

enjoy the song~ ^^

Pray for Malaysia - Sabah!

Received a forward message from bro:

"Just now along the coast of Putatan, all the siput surfaced. It's the animals reaction to the coming disaster. This siput always hide beneath the sand. For them to surface is an unusual and unnatural thing! this is just like the indicent earlier this week where Californian coast is flooded with dead tuna fish washed ashore. please pass thsi msg so we can all do our bit to pray."

Please make Malaysia a safe place :(

爱可以再更多一点点 ♥

Alot of thoughts came up to my mind today.

Many unpredictable things happened recently. all the natural disasters, hitting everywhere!

Earth is so sick now :(

Where will I be tomorrow? next minute or even next second?

Treasure every single moments you have now with your beloved!

多一点包容，少一点责怪，不要让彼此留下任何遗憾 ♥

Suddenly have a very weird feeling in my mind. I should not be afraid of the day coming but be well prepared for it! for one day we will gather in heaven together!

but.... alot of buts came up in my mind........

I have way too many things that are yet to be accomplished! I am not ready to give my life to God yet, sigh, please forgive me :(

"你们要谨慎自守，警醒祷告，因为你们不知道那日子，那时辰何时来到。"

Dear God, please help me to be a better person, a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend, a better companion, a better student who can brighten up the world, even by that little bit. May you heal this land and protect all the people around me and myself, teach us how to live with love everyday. 爱可以再更多一点点 ♥

ignore me

总爱为自己辩解

总爱为自己找理由

每个人都一样

不会懂得别人的感受

学习体谅和谅解

别人的感受

放在心里不说，

没有人会知道，

只有心知道

Mango Popping Jelly

Introduce to you all the new bubbletea toppings at Ice Bubbles - Karawara!!

DENG DENG~~~ Popping Jelly!!

It was such a HOT day so we went to the nearest bbt store from Curtin to get a cup of bbt to cool ourselves down! at least by a little bit la!

I saw a board at the counter introducing -The new toppings: Popping Jelly- It sounded interesting and was very appealing to me! Therefore, I requested to add mango popping jelly into my green apple milk tea --- and it's not weird at all because you can easily find apple and mango juice packages selling at the supermarkets! HA! :)

hmmm.. personally I think the jellies were a little too sweet for me as the bubbletea itself is already very sweet! but it was quite exciting when I was trying to POP them inside my mouth! hehe!!

Then...... someone very "smart" did something very "smart" with the popping jelly! Someone was wondering whether the popping jelly will pop when being spilt on the ground. Maybe someone thought it's the same as popping cracker that we used to enjoy during childhood? =.= When I was still thinking about this question and taking my time to respond to this question............

PHOOOOO~

that smart ass shot the popping jelly onto someone else's car parking next to mine with the straw!!! and I was being told that it was an accident!! LOL!! ._____. Both of us burst into laughters after that. Fingers crossed that the car owner won't see this post :D

Overall, the popping jellies were quite enjoyable la! They are worth a try and if you don't like them! POP THEM!!! just make sure not on my car please. AHA!! peace! :)

顺其自然

男人。女人

女人惧怕时间腐蚀

男人却需要时间修饰

SIENNssss

SIEN the hot weather that makes me sweat from the moment I wake up till the moment I start dreaming...
SIEN the student office that processes thing so slowly and I'm still waiting for my enrolment...
SIEN the classes are commencing on Monday and I'm still wondering what days do I have classes on...
SIEN the monthly business that bothers me physically and mentally alot alot ALOT!!!
SIEN the feeling of missing home especially my beloved and the most precious lady on earth!!!
SIEN the feeling of wanting to call her but don't wish to get her worried...
SIEN the feeling of being sien and I don't know who to express my sien-ness...
SIEN all the things that is happening to me right now...
SIEN the heart breaking conversation that we are having...







Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.

iPhone tastes like Apple!

11.02.2011

为什么越爱越互相伤害......

谈恋爱

copied from friend's blog!

"其实,也许很多女人不相信,恋爱能否成功,并不完全取决于你的脸蛋是否漂亮,你的身材是不是足够曼妙迷人,却和你的口才息息相关. 正所谓恋爱是"谈"出来的! "谈"是双方选择,结识的过程:"恋"是双方空间距离的缩短,表现为难舍难分:"爱"是双方心理距离的消除,会出现卿卿我我的恋情状态. 哪个男人不钟情? 哪个少女不怀春?? 爱情似一杯美酒,有醉人的醇香.也有恼人的苦涩. 不同恋情的不同"苦涩"固然有不同的原因,可处在谈清说爱的少男少女们,多是由于不会"谈", 不善"谈", 结果把爱情变成了一杯苦酒......."

转身之后 - 到不了的幸福

Astro双星正在播着台湾偶像剧 - 钟无艳，剧情蛮不错的。不过如果男主角不是明道的话我会更加喜欢 =.=
这首片尾曲我觉得很好听，很久没有听到这么有感觉的歌了。看着MV让我有想哭的感觉。哈哈！



插曲也很好听！

dong dong dong chiang~~

差一点就要再一次让自己的blog长蘑菇了！哈哈！

最近没什么特别的事情发生，所以也就没什么动力来update update.. 每天在家里重复做着几件事情..

1) 看连续剧 - 看完读心神探 & 巾帼枭雄 （虽然是很久的戏了，因为之前没什么时间追戏，所以就尽量不要让自己不小心成为连续剧迷。我个人比较喜欢巾帼枭雄！有好多幕让我看了，不是流泪，就是对着电脑银幕拍手叫好！哈哈！）

2) 玩facebook游戏 - baking life! 很努力的追！因为曾经夸口告诉一个朋友说有天我的level一定会比他高的！哈哈！

3) facebook - 尤其是新年了，就利用facebook来恭祝各地的亲朋戚友们，也可以省省电话费！哈哈！

4) 做手工品 - 做了好久都还没完成 T.T 本来是要赶在去年好朋友结婚的时侯送的！结果......... 都是因为太懒惰了！唉~ 惭愧！

感觉今年的新年比去年来得热闹哦！好多烟花好多炮竹声哦！今天收到爸爸大大的红包哦！开心~ 又老一岁了....... 希望在我外表老一岁的当时，内心也要老一岁哦！

May the year of rabbit brings everyone happiness, laughters, health, wealth, knowledge and lots and lots of love!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ and may all the good things surround us all the time!

HAPPY RABBIT YEAR!!!!

黄梨酥~

黄梨酥的制作过程~ :D

pineapple paste cooking in progress.....

after 59 mins 59 secs 59 millisecs...

individual pineapple paste...

pineapple tarts ready for my stomach!! wahaha....

round pineapple tarts baking in progress....

round pineapple tarts ready for the oven...

姜姜~~ all done for new year!!!

花了一整天的时间！！啊...... 好累！

好有成就感的一天~

今天在家一整天～ 做了几种东西！！哈哈！

姜姜~~~

我的早餐加午餐!! 好吃ooo!!

吃完后就和黄妈妈一起做这个：

花生饼！可爱吧？这一tray是我做的！hoho.. 很有成就感的一天！放进oven咯～

妈妈说很想小小的nen nen在oven里面 =.= (没力!!) 不过还真的有点像hor?

然后就是我爱的 jia lok!!! 可以媲美 sibu aloha 的了！:b

花生饼配 jia lok... hmmm.. 还不错！

晚餐时间到！闪人~~

天天好天～

PHEW~ today is a day worth writing! :D

went to a few different places today with the same person - dinah lau! (: except for the dentist this morning! i am very happy because of my healthy teeth and healthy gum! all these teeth brushing hard work done every morning and every night had been paid off! hehe! i used to hate dental check ups every year because i was always been told that i have decayed teeth and need to be back for fillings after check up! urgh.. i hate fillings!! but now, i don't mind going to the dentist to get a professional reassurance on my healthy teeth! hiak hiak hiak~ (proud already LOL!)

went to sushi king for lunch after dentist! guess what? three of us ate RM106.55! are we really big eaters? or the food is just simply costy? @.@ (note: the three of us are the three on the right!)

time to have some excitement after lunch! dinah and i went to have hepatitis B antibody injection!

it was damn painful okay! no jokes! i can still feel the pain in my left arm when i try to stretch it! and damn! i still have 2 more injections to go! one after 7 days and another one after 21 days! oh my mama~ pay money to suffer!! =.=

after some excitement, it's time for some shoppings! dinah brought me to the newly opened shopping centre located in jalan song area which i had never been before! it's called the wang jaya, if i've spelt it correctly. hehe. alot of pretty clothes but they are either too short or they look funny on a tall person like me. sigh! it's a headache trying to find suitable clothes (considering nice looks and nice price la of course!) for me in kuching! haha!

and then.... rasa rasa roti canai! which dinah and i have been craving since last night! went there the third time and finally! we got to eat the roti canai there! i ordered iced lychee tea and roti susu~ they are both my favourite!!!

finally, some relaxation after a long day! we went for massage at Borneo located at 101. unfortunately my massager today isn't very pro! a bit disappointed lo! and couldnt really enjoy due to my painful left arm :(

and not forgetting my supper too! yumyum bambini and hot mocha at the bing! :) thanks dinah jiejie for the day! hehehehe....

the rest of my night will just be facebooking, blogging and sleeping (maybe dreaming too!)

good night eh ve li wan~ (phew... the longest post ever! haha!)

星期天！

今天是星期天！

自从我回来古晋后，我几乎每一天都不知道是星期几。今天终于知道了！因为今天有去崇拜！回来几个礼拜，就有几个礼拜没去崇拜！惭愧！原来一个人离开了原本习惯或舒适的环境后，是会改变的！在perth每个礼拜都准时地去崇拜和团契。而且如果哪天因为突发状况而不能去，一整天都会觉得怪怪的。可是一回来后。。。。。。。唉~ 被魔鬼引诱了！天父请原谅我！！！

和一群人一起崇拜后的星期天果然特别不一样！虽然起的很早！但是却很精神！崇拜结束后，我跟妈妈去吃这个！登登~~

这就是好吃的虾面~ 好怀念哦！

之后就陪母亲大人去办点年货咯！家里新年的东西一件都没有！今天充当司机兼搬货员~ 结果还被complain说为什么要找一个不懂路的人来当司机 =.=" 我承认我是个路痴，但是对一年才回来驾那么几次车的人，已经算很好了hor！（讲得有点心虚 =.=")

每到雨季，就不免有几声咳，喉咙也不免有些疼痛！早上崇拜唱歌的时候，都不自主的咳了几下。唉~ 那么巧唱我喜欢的诗歌eh！:( 希望新年的时侯能够完全康复吧~

(还有13天 还有13天~ 好期待....)

heart talk

比较，真的很可怕

情绪负面的时候，说话越少越好

但是 却偏偏控制不住话从嘴里涌出来

无心的一句话，却听得那么有心

不知道是谁的问题

很烦 很累

很想什么都不理

但是 我渡不过自己

我想我快变成石头了

哈哈！

珍惜！

人生有太多的遗憾，

我们要努力让人生少一些遗憾；

珍惜生活、

珍惜身边人。

♥ ♥ ♥

2011的第一篇!

好久好久没有好好update我的部落格了. 回来马来西亚那么久, 本来已经很懒惰的我, 变得越来越兰多了! 哈哈!

虽然我很早就回来了, 但是在期间我还去了新加坡和香港旅游! 嗯, 跟一群朋友玩在一起还真的是蛮愉快的哦! 尤其是睡一间房间的! 我永远都不会忘记这一次的假期的!

香港回来不久后, 还去了诗巫哦! 主要是因为哥哥要回去做工, 我大嫂要带我家的小宝宝回去看外婆~ 所以我就乘机跟去咯! 不过才去了两天而已!! 不够不够啦! 一直到现在还有一种很想念诗巫的感觉, 虽然我现在不住诗巫, 但是只要每次一回去, 还是会给我已重很亲切的感觉! 面对那些一年才能聚一次的表姐和堂姐们, 唉~ 真的会很想念他们咯! 虽然很少见面, 但是只要每次一见面, 还是会有说不完的话题! hehe.. 期待下一次的重逢哦!

回来几个礼拜, 我就没有去崇拜几个礼拜了! 救命啊! 不知道为什么每次总是去不成! 这个礼拜一定要去了! 老大 (Lai, 2010) 对不起哦! 请你原谅我, 继续与我同在, 好吗? hehe..

回来几天, 我们也没见面了几天. 原来距离真的是很可怕的一种东西! Can't wait to see you!!!!