communication error

if i don't talk to you, you're saying that all i care is my friends.

if i talk to you, you get annoyed and always say why do i have to ask so much common sense questions and say stupid stuffs.

if i continue to ask you, you will just ignore me.

if i ask another stupid question (which they think is stupid), you will explode by answering me in a really loud and impolite tone and of course saying that i'm stupid again.

if this is what i'll get then i don't want to talk anymore!! i choose to be silent. i choose to isolate myself from you guys. but if there's no communication then what's the meaning of our relationship after all?

不知道什么时候开始，我开始越来越不喜欢这样，我不想要改变，可是真的能像以前一样吗？