dont worry be happy?? easy to say, hard to do. feel so horrible right now. everything just seems to be not right. sigh... my studies at first.. now my eyes... T.T
my right eye was kinda painful and itchy since last night. when i woke up this morning, it's already swollen. so annoying and irritating!! becoz it looks so ugly, so painful, so scary.......... i skipped my lecture to go for a doctor juz now. doctor said it looks like an infection on my right eye and he gave me some medicine to be taken and some ointment to be applied onto my eyes. hopefully it will be better. but the real nightmare is my left eye! i've got a small round thing growing under my left eyelid but it doesn't hurt and doesn't itch. so i thought it's not gonna be a big deal and hoping that it will get away sooner or later. yet, the doctor said if it doesn't go away in 2 weeks time, i will need to have it removed. but it's already been a week since i have this stupid lump. means i will need to have a surgery???!!!! my tears were running inside my eyes when i heard that. i think the doctor knew and he kinda consoled me by saying it will only be a small operation and ask me not to worry. thanks doctor but can anyone tell me how to not be worried?? they are my eyes!!! sigh...... T.T
i'm so worried yet i cant show it. i dont want my mum to worry about me or maybe i'm the one who's worrying too much?? haha.. =.= exams are around the corner! i have to be in my optimum condition to study!! i have to study harder for my finals as my internal marks are not very desirable.
aaaahh.. so once again.. please pray for my eyes :(
i sincerely hope that everything will be okay............ hope that i can be more optimistic :)
sandy sandy, dun worry too much. I got a friend has the same situation as urs. If the little thingy doesn't go away, u might just left it as it is, since it does no harm to u. My friend just keep it as it is. Accepted it as ur new family member =P Lol, another friend recover after taking some medication. The thing just simply disappear. So dun worry too much =) Smile back. Even u have to do the operation, it doesn't hurt la. Got narcotic mah. Can get a free eye surgery to make ur eyes bigger eh =P
ReplyDeletehar.. but one eye bigger than the other doesn't look any good eh? lol.. coz it's in the eyes that's why i'm worried.. :( hope it will disappear lo.. thanks mich :)
ReplyDeletehmm... Dun worry. Everything is in God's hands. I will pray for u my gal =)
ReplyDeletedon worry gal..god will always beside u since u are so sincere..hope u eyes will be recovery soon and prepare nicely for u exam..
ReplyDeletethere there, dont worry. take the med given by the dr n im sure the infection will go away. about the lump on your left eye lid? trust me. i had that b4!looks like a white dot when u look inside the eyelid rite? n when u feel it from outside, its kind of round lump? my dr told me is the blockage of some glands which im not sure wat gland it is la. but the surgery is just a very small surgery nia. the dr will put ointment to numb your eyelid then you dono wat is he doing liao..tat happened to me last time when i got that thing removed..ahhah..dono wat was he doing with my eyes. i just felt like, ok..he is doing something to my eye, but what is he doing? dont need to be fear at all. after surgery, when the anaesthetic gone, u will only feel a little 刺痛,not sharp pain. cover your eyes n put ointment for a wk then can recover lo. so my dear susu, dont be afraid ok. will pray hard hard for you. =)
ReplyDeleteoh thank you so much my dear elf for ur comfort!! so no scar at all after? but if i relli need to hav it removed, have to wait after exams lo. sigh. but my right eye got worst today eh. become bigger and hurt more than yesterday. and i can see a shadow in front of my eye when i'm looking at things. and it looks horrible :( thanks for ur prayer. i relli need that alot... :)
ReplyDeleteno scar la!hahah~ the dr cut from inside eyelid not outside. i know it's a bit freaky but your eyes will get numbed n know he's doing something to your eye but can't feel any pain. dont worry ok. i had it for quite sometimes actually b4 went to OP. half a year maybe..hahah.. coz it didn't affect my daily living so i just ignored it..but very "buan leng" so i decided go see dr. hahah. see tmr got better or not. if not then go to the dr again. or change a dr. (no problem. u prayed for me b4 too~)
ReplyDeleteeh? how come the time on my blog doesnt match the real one? u know how to change it? lol. it's actually 1.42pm not 9.12pm leh =.="
ReplyDeletebut it's relly freaky if u know what he's doing.. altho u cant feel the pain but still scary leh. haha.. yeh prayer is all i need for now i guess? :( u got any good doctor to recommend? besides the foochow doctor in belmont? haha too far to go there myself and i dunno where the exact place is. dun wanan both my mum to go with me so far lo...
last time i did surgery at murdoch st john of god. u need referral from your GP oh, he needs to refer to an eye specialist. the eye specialist need to look at your eye then book an appointment to "cut" it out..haha..the eye specialist i forgot his name liao...i think his surname is koh, michael koh?? dono..something like that..haha. ask your gp to refer u to st john of god murdoch, c if.........*rmb something!* you are lucky!! i just found the name card of that eye specialist!! his name is Dr Kai Goh. dono he still work there or not la. ask your gp c if he/she can find this eye dr o not lo. i can accompany u if u want, but hv to make your appointment after 27th June lo. =) i can also give u the name card if u want it.
ReplyDeletewaaaah caterpillar!! u are the best ever!! thanks for comforting me all these while. eh this proves that u can relli be a good nurse ooo XD i'll let u know again.. but now juz hope my infected eye will recover and the other one.. do no harm anyway so i'll leave it till after exams.. then i ask for ur help again if the lump still lives with me lo. keke~ thanks for the help!! love you!! muahahaha ^^
ReplyDeletehaiyo~! i know im the best la~ dont need to say it out here~~ wuahahahha XD. paiseh..no image liao.. no worries le susu, i dont hv a younger sister so i treat u as my young and super tall sister lo..XD i also hope it will 乖乖的，识相的go away quietly. hahah~ how's your infected eye today?
ReplyDeletehehehe jiejie~~~ lol.. infected eye is okay now. but the lump still not 乖乖 and not 识相 =.=" coz it's still there.. hopefully will go away la.. hehe thanks for caring ^^
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